Transfixus Sed Non Mortuus

Here I Stand, Pierced and Transfixed

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On Saturday, I was able to run in the Susan G. Komen Race for the Cure in downtown Detroit. It was a perfect day for a race. The sun was shining and there was a slight wind to keep cool in.

I spent the night before in Ferndale which was quite near Detroit. My friend Adam drove us there because he was able to park where he works in the city. We walked from his parking garage to Comerica Park. There were A LOT of people downtown, and it was fun to mozy through the crowds like a small ant walking amongst a whole host of other ants.

We made our way to the starting line and before we knew it, the race began. Like a school of fish escaping the net, 50,000 runners and walkers shot out of the small opening that was Woodward Avenue. I felt pretty good, and my breathing was constant as we got about a half mile into the race. There were tons of people in front of me and many more behind me, and I felt like I could feel them all breathing and working in the same way that I was. Before long, I got near the one mile marker. I hit my stopwatch and saw that I ran it 6:24. “Not bad,” I told myself, “but I think you can do better.” I tried to push myself a little more as we rounded off on a side street and onto John R for a moment. The wind was “mostly” at my back by the time I curled back over on another side street and headed down Woodward the same way I came. I saw the two-mile-marker ahead, and there was a man calling out splits as I ran past. I hit my stopwatch and checked mine. It was 6:21. “Not bad,” I told myself, “but you might be able to do better.” However, my legs were starting to feel like gelatin and I was starting to fatigue. My heartrate was a few bpm over my normal race rate, so I slowed down a little bit and started taking longer, deeper breaths. After a while, it subsided and I soon found that I could run proper again. By this time, I was running along the north side of comerica park, and I knew that the finish line was on the other side. I started kicking it in a bit, and passed a few people. There was a great downhill on the course for a minute. So, I tried to push myself to lengthen my stride a bit. At last I made the final turn for home. I saw the finish line up ahead. I looked straight ahead and then ran with all the speed I could muster at that point and finished strong.

By my watch, my final time was 19:51. I would say that wasn’t too bad…not too bad at all!


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_3BEwpv0dM

I’m just a human being. For me, everybody is the same. There are thousands and thousands of people suffering…what is the ultimate purpose of life? It is to give. Start giving! Feel the joy of giving!

Miles in a Minute

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I’ve begun to realize that I may be stretching myself too thin (again) over the last couple of weeks. There’s been a lot of changes in my life, and as each one gets piled on the rest, I start to lose grip on another piece of my life. I certainly believe that some of the changes I have made are good ones, but I also see that I am getting just a little too busy. I need to remember that time is falling away at a speed faster than I can comprehend, and that I cannot do everything that I think ought to be done.

I don’t think it’s good that I curled up for a couple short naps overnight and into this afternoon at work. I haven’t been home since yesterday morning. On one hand, there is very little I could do about this situation. There were other people who did not give me the information I needed to get things done earlier. It looks like my work situation is going to be this way until the end of this month. I’m finding that I need to be very patient and just do my best, regardless of what is out of my control.

Well, that’s the thought on my life at the present moment. I think it sometimes helps me to write these little posts. I haven’t done much like that for a while, but I think I should maybe get back in the habit of it…we’ll see how that goes!

Dust and Shadows

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The trail was marked with potholes and two thin lines from the thousands of wagon wheels that swung their heavy loads across the windy wild expanse of grass. Here, the moon that blazed like a diamond in the canopy of stars beckoned and welcomed us as if to say that our dreams were locked up tight in that old man’s face. The gaunt silence was only broken by a lonesome call of a coyote or two, and all else was as still as the space between stars. Nowhere in all this was any living creature at home. All felt the grim and strange hope that seemed to haunt and beckon like so many grains of sand in that dusty place. Let the sands roll and let the wind come up from the west and dance on our nostrils! Let the soil cry out and the skies give in! There must be some place where the shadows that dance can be taken in!

Eastertide

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The bunny
enshrined
in memory

A softer
testament
to greater.

Creeping
by heather
and vale

It’s quiet
to let in
the dream

A new gift,
an empty
shroud

Mysterious
forces by
the morn

In all this
historiocity
one sees

The price
that paid
for this,

for me.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCuHAyrelBo

Sing me a song of your hills
Of mountains and waters so still
A song that will speak of the magic of three
My love, Cape Breton and me

Teach me the ways of your land
Where power and peace go hand in hand
It’s all that I want in this life and it’s free
My love, Cape Breton and me

Always your rivers are calling to me
I hear the sound of sweet melody
When we’re apart and I feel so alone
Carry me home, carry me home

If my time could end perfectly
I know where I’d sant it to be
God’s gift of heaven would be made up of three
My love, Cape Breton and me

It’s all that I want in this life and it’s free
My love, Cape Breton and me
~Bob Quinn


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8u6tUFPO1P4

Take the scorn and wear the horns,
it was the crest when you were born.
Your father’s father wore it
and your father wore it too!

Robin Hood and Little John,
they’ve both gone to the fair-o.
Well, we shall to the merry green wood
To hunt the buck and hare-o

Hal-an-Tow!
Jolly rum below!
We were up long before the day-o
to welcome in the summertime,
to welcome in the May-o.
Summer is coming in
and winter’s gone away.

What happened to the Spaniards
That made so great a boast-o?
They shall eat the feathered goose,
we shall eat the roast-o!

Hal-an-Tow!
Jolly rum below!
We were up long before the day-o
to welcome in the summertime,
to welcome in the May-o.
Summer is coming in
and winter’s gone away.

God bless Aunt Mary Moses
with all her pow’r and might-o.
Well, send us peace in England.
Send us peace day and night-o.

Hal-an-Tow!
Jolly rum below!
We were up long before the day-o
to welcome in the summertime,
to welcome in the May-o.
Summer is a-coming in
and winter’s gone away.

Hal-an-Tow!
Jolly rum below!
We were up long before the day-o
to welcome in the summertime,
to welcome in the May-o.
Summer is a-coming in
and winter’s gone away.
It’s gone away…
It’s gone away…
Winter’s gone away…
Winter’s gone away…
Winter’s gone away…
Winter’s gone away…

~Oyster Band


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Oh, the green and red of Mayo
I can see it still:
its soft and craggy boglands,
its tall majestic hills,
where the ocean kisses over Ireland
the waves caress its shore.
Oh, the feeling it came over me
to stay forever more…forever more.

From its rolling coastal waters,
I can see Croagh Patrick’s peak.
Where one Sunday every summer
the pilgrims climb the reek.
Where Saint Patrick in his solitude
looked down across Clew Bay
and with a ringing of his bell,
called the faithful
there to pray…there to pray.

Oh, take me to Clare Island,
the home of GrĂ¡inne Mhaol.
Its waters harbor fishes
from the herring to the whale.
And now I must depart it
and reality is plain.
May the time not pass slowly
b’fore I set sail again…set sail again

Oh, the green and red of Mayo
I can see it still:
its soft and craggy boglands,
its tall majestic hills,
where the ocean kisses over Ireland
the waves caress its shore.
Oh, the feeling it came over me
to stay forever more…forever more.
Stay forever more

Oh, the green and red of Mayo…
Oh, the green and red of Mayo…
Oh, the green and red of Mayo…
Oh, the green and red of Mayo…
~The Saw Doctors